Today when i wake up i was feeling a clinch in my mind and was thinking about something new,As i was feeling just fed up with all my last month weekends story.Why we should have same thing again and again?
After a lots of fight with my inner soul i planned,me should write something.Hey guys don't take it as a planned way for whatever i am going to write but take it as a coincident as last night i dreamed about her once again but feeling regret that now i cant reach.any way cause i think When you can't laugh again and again on same joke then why to be upset about some jerk in lyf again and again...
Further before proceed let me ask you a question? Have you ever being in love? or feel like that? or never have enough courage to say her/him? then trust me after reading this you must be going to cry with a great regret.
Now no more lecture and here we go.There was a boy and girl.they where best friend for years.Let me tell you they where so closed that their birth day was on same day,they studied from same school and now studying in same college,they used to talk a lot on call and if not talking thn just texting each other for rest of the day.when they where together not a single sad thought could cross thir minds.Every thing was great till one day the boy didnt pick up the phone or replied a single message for a day.Girl was feeling weird and worried that something went wrong,she was so worried that in night she was not able to sleep.She was sitting in her room crying and then only she realized that how much he mean to her.The next morning he wake up by a phone call it was the guy.
Guy: hey !!!
Girl: i am so glad that you called me up,Whats wrong with you?
boy told her i was busy(boys are always like this when they avoid any one).
Girl feel something went wrong but she could not ask,there was a complete silence,so much that they can here only each other breathing,suddenly boy disconnected the call and girl feel like crying.After that she was not feeling anything except lonely empty and sad & broken.
after all guy was the answer for all the question which was rising in her heart,his past relationship making a deep silent and emptied place in her soul,her heart wanted to jump out,her mind stop working.
"Why??????"" she screamed at top of her voice and fight with herself that why she was not able to understand it was not all about friendship rather then a lot.in hurry she decided to make a last try and get him back.She called him.
Girl: Hi !!!!!!
Boy: Why are you calling?
Girl: I need to say something.
Boy: Go ahead !!!!!!
Girl: Just wanted to know one thing before we stop talking.
Boy: tell me.
Girl: Why??? why r you behaving like this as you know you matter a lot for me.Further girl said all the things which she was feeling about him.But suddenly boy disconnected the call.
Girl again felt like the yesterday or even worst.She left the home.Five hours later.
Phone rang in the boys room.He picked up.It was girls Mom.She told him that the girl was in the hospital as she was hit by a car coz she was running on the road bare footed and madly.Nobody knows that why she did.Boy feel a sudden spin in his head and blame himself for whatever happened with her,he rushed to the hospital.And there she was tugged with a lot of machine and different pipes.Then only guy start feeling like he was the most dumped and useless creature in this world.He went to her bed.She opened her eyes and called out his name.He came near her and tucked her hands in his hand.
Boy: i am so sorry its all due to me and its all my fault but i promise when you get better i make it up to you.
Girl was looking at him with tears in her eyes.
Girl: i won't get better.
Boy: No....No dont say like this and start crying.
Girl: Just say one thing why did you do it??
After that boy told her that he just diagnosed with a heart problem and he didnt want her to be worried and there was a risk that he could die.With tears in his eyes he told her that he loves her so much that he cant she her in any difficult situation.
Boy: hey honey i did it bcoz i love you. and i cant see tears in your eyes.
Girl: i love you too.
Sudden after her heart stop beating.and she died,boy died ten minutes later due to heart attack.He could not live with the thought that she died because of him.
Guys if you love someone then go ahead,don't hold back your feelings or may be it will be too late to say and the whole life you will regret.
